Sinister: lightning and no rain

[Cynthia Someone]

hello everyone:

vietnamese noodle soup, the innocence mission (did anyone follow Jim 
Schmidt's recommendation and find it as sublime as I did?), a car accident 
in the rain ... I'm still a happy girl. I'm learning to bellydance and I've 
no belly (just tummy and it's just not enough)
It's been more than a year since I've gotten on the list and I'm none the 
wiser. last night I was making chat with a girl (who incidentally doesn't 
like pink. I don't like pink so that's what's called bonding), and amid all 
our circular wanderings about our insufferable problems I said, "ten years 
ago I was twelve" and started laughting, because all of a sudden all the 
problems big as buildings towering over us really seemed silly. Ten years 
ago I was reading Nancy Drew mysteries and Sweet Valley Highs and wishing 
for love.  Ten years later I'm reading David Foster Wallace and East of 
Eden. Everything's the same, just there aren't happy endings. Books for 
"older" people never do.

i'm really liking the list a lot lately. It's been awhile since i've 
corresponded to people on the list. (Hello you people. Christa, did you get 
my tape?) especially the love rants. to the boy on the bus, you should go 
and say hello. my buddy robert's been chatting up a girl in a flowershop of 
late, and that's always the best sort of story, even if there's a bad 
ending, or even if there's no ending, and the romance is just sort of 
forgotten before it's really begun. As much romance as possible, if 
possible, i say. even if it ends in crushing loss. Just to have the ability 
to be romantic is beautiful, enough to make life worth living.

Cynthia

okay, bye

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