Sinister: ho-de-hum hum humming away...

[Cynthia Someone]

hello everyone:

all sorts of talk of death and fall and things and I'm feeling a little 
quirky today. too much magnetic fields? I didn't think I'd like it at first 
and now I do. and I do wish I could go for walks and leaves falling and 23 
love songs in the queue, but its SF and we're having an Indian summer. It's 
hot over here. the trees aren't coming apart yet. and when they do, won't 
the loneliness descend. fall makes me sad. sundays make me sad to, like a 
nother girl on the list, but I don't know why. aren't sundays supposed to 
the the beginning of the week? or is it supposed to be the day that 
signifies the end of work, the end of a period of creation?
I've nothing to say about death, really, but I've noticed that all good 
books mention death in the first 50 pages. Even In watermelon sugar, it's 
gotta mention death. be sure to mention death in the first 50 pages of the 
sinister novel.
does anyone have the equation for how long a relationship lasts related to 
how long it takes to get over. is that a calculus equation? I thought, 
perhaps, it takes twice as long as the relationship to get over it, to which 
my exboyfriend said "16 months!" (we dated 8 months). he says you never 
really do get over people. I guess you never really do. everything just sort 
of stays inside of you and when you are very old, hopefully gracefully old 
(my goal is to age gracefully), you see it all through everything you've 
ever gone through. and won't that be something. I would feel like a mountain 
with so much inside.
see what i mean, quirk and quirk again.
I just noticed that we are the reborn sinister list. does that make us pure 
sinisters? or fundamentalist sinisters ;) ? if you're reborn, you know, you 
get to be a virgin again, automatically.

byebye
purely sinister cynthia

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