Sinister: diagnosis: X. seems to have been taken ill of its S. E.

[lisa morrison]

i can smell it...and i take a long sniff...the smut has died and is
rotting on road side like a dead dog...and i play saviour stilletto 
heel...am being heard again after brief period of bound and gag hush...

coffee in this house is cold as a cube...other side of the window
is a bed not so warm as the one inside...so i try to stay out of the one 
outside...and stay in, completely in to the point where i am not only inside 
of the walls, or inside of room which are inside the walls, or inside of bed 
which is inside the room that is inside these walls, but inside my 
body...further inside than the bed or room or walls...it is box within box 
within box within box and i dwell in the most inner sancutary...the holy 
place where not even priests can enter...this is the ritual of every 
winter...

honey says things about illustrations and broadways lights and fame...
and i quote/unquote "crave attention" as ex of mine has the nerve to declare 
to me from across bitter coffee stained booth last night in a rather 
unexpected run-in...in light of this quote/unquote comment and spite enough 
to bite off my own nose i post and want to be depicted and be famous with 
DOM.LISA in lights enough to blind all of you... role reversal...lisa's not 
the one going blind this time (note: content)..nono and i shake my head in 
matter-of-fact way and toss black
curls across my face to confirm this nonononono-ing.

quick...someone gag me again and yesyes i nod: this is an invitation! and 
throw black curls into my eyes again i nod so furiously...
but b/f you do so, remember to leave santa polaroids of bedroom rompings 
instead of milk and cookies this year...the old man is in need of a little 
spice and i don't mean nutmeg...
-lisa (self appointed list dom.)
    goes good with pa peanutbutter puffs and a pitcher of vodka tonic...


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