Sinister: freaks and geeks

[ipecac spice]

hello people. i too am still having weird dreams. last nights was the sort
of scary dream that you wake up from expecting to see some dark shadowy
creature looming over you. as long as dreams don't come true (and from my
experience they don't) i should be ok.

poor sweetie. i think we all snap sometimes. maybe meditation would be
good. i hear it can work wonders. of course i am too lazy and too busy to
try it myself.

today i saw my boss start to cry. it was not fun. i wanted to give her a
hug but i don't think you can really hug your boss.

i watched the tv show freaks and geeks the other night. it was really
good. it makes me wish i could redo childhood though (except for the fact
that i was miserable until 15 or so). i can remember going to school with
geeks just like the ones on the show and was i ever nice to them?...no.
somehow i was one of the cool kids. i think it was b/c i was friends with
the girls on my street and they were cool so it was by assoc. yet i was a
scrawny painfully shy disagreeable little brat so without them i would
have been lost. 

i just read everyones posts. somehow i felt that i had something
interesting to say but i guess i was mistaken. to all the boys who are
confused about what girls want the answer is sincere adoration. now if
your letting her know that she is the ultimate woman does not work then
she obviously does not reciprocate your feelings. then it's time to move
on until you find someone who thinks you are the ultimate man in return.

i am thinking of actually placing a list crush. i have been biding my
time. reading the posts. i notice that it is very hard to convey irony
over e-mail. i take everything everyone says literally. even when i
shouldn't. ok. i'm going. -di


"i respect those who have faith even though they are ignorant"
-hemingway

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