Sinister: if you say you love me madly, i'll glady be there

[fiona]

evenin' hipkatz
  once again refraining from posting to you krazee kidz has brought 
me good luck in the real world. if you're sitting comfortably, i 
shall explain; i was all set to launch a tirade against valentine's 
day,it being a corporate sham, hugely depressing etc etc. when lo!! i 
received two real life cards, admittedly one was from my flatmate who 
sent a card to all the girls in the flat, and the other was from a 
bloke i'm trying to tactfully get rid of, but still - it was 
heartening.
  and as if to make my life more exciting someone has 
emailed me one and and and, i don't know who its from. now, i suspect 
that it might be from one of you little darlings because this is one 
of the few places i use this email address. see the detective work!!!
  if it is one of you guys, please own up, or i'll start accusing you 
at random and that could prove embarassing for people who are already 
attached. the cunning fucker (what an image!) used a web based 
account and then deleted it so i couldn't trace him (or her).

  as for the rest of the world, my take on the stuee dee thang, is 
that we can't rilly comment until b+s emerge without him. i never 
really liked looper, except impossible things #2 anyway and somehow i 
always find myself skipping past a spaceboy dream. as for his 
presence, the rest of them will just have to start to smoking crack.

  section 28 - as hopefully should go without saying, i'm in general 
agreement with generally everyone, but having just read loads of 
posts on the subject, it seems that the whole thing has become 
somewhat of a tirade against babychris. give the poor boy a chance. 
without patronising (hopefully) he hasn't had much time to break away 
from his catholic teaching and learn about that sort of thing for 
himself, so i really don't think personal attacks are appropriate.
  and stagecoach charge twice as much to get to uni from my house as 
all the other companies - greedy fuckers - so i wouldn't use their 
pish poor bus service anyway.

  think i've covered everything there, except to wonder why, at 1:30 
this morning did i suddenly realise that i wanted to get back 
together with my ex-boyfriend (ex for nearly a year)? i think it 
could be because we've remained friends, and i don't like his current 
girlfriend. she keeps pretending to like me, despite the fact that 
we're clearly uncomfortable in each other's presence and she keeps 
running to him telling tales of how i've been weird to her.
  maybe i am just weird with people. *sigh* no, i'm not going off on 
the depression thing, i'm just feeling sorry for myself for no good 
reason.  business as usual then.

  oh, and i did have a good birthday, thanks to everyone who sent 
their wishes.

  stay beautiful,
   love and jaffa cakes,
                                  fiona

"if we turn turn turn turn turn turn, we might learn learn learn 
learn"  
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