Sinister: not at all ha ha hee hee

[robert smith]

well well, here i am again. i haven't posted for ages and there are many 
reasons for this (none of them to do with the list, don't think this is 
going to be a maony post)

anyway i've had a truely up and down month. there has never been a worse 
start to a month in my life. now you probably think that this is going to be 
some sort of bedsit infamy sort of worse start but its not. a friend of mine 
called johan was killed in a car crash in june. he was 21.
we weren't all that close but that makes no difference. this sort of thing 
can really change you. i've been in loads of car crashes but no one has ever 
been hurt so why him?
it is aweful seeing the effect it is having on the people that were his best 
friends. kev has always been a sensitive type and now he's become really 
intreverted. i don't see how i can help him.

sorry for posting such unhappiness but needed to get it off my chest.

on a lighter note (doesn't that sound out of place?!?) i /ve just got back 
from a short holiday in cornwall. i think some time in the country always 
does me good. the problem is staying in such a pretty place i get a really 
romanticised vision of the people that live their, then i find out they're 
just the same sort of types that i get in suburbia, only wiith worse dress 
sense. a typical outfit would be ben sherman shirt with tracksuit bottoms. 
if scarlet were reading this she'd be horified!
the best solution is to ignore the natives, internalise and become more 
poetic than usual. wrote loads while i was out there.

anyway thats enough for now

much love
robert smith




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