Sinister: I'm glad it's cool, becuase I have no air conditioner in my car

[LunaLilly at xxx.com]

I sincerely hope you can all excuse my pathetic post. I just have been 
thinking to much today and I can't wait till the night time to say some of 
these things. I am so mad I live in America because I can't get FYHC until 
tomorrow....not to mention that I am so low on money till Friday anyway. But 
I shall find a way. I am wondering today why everyone thinks it is nice to 
make me feel icky. Not everyone...but most of the people I have spoken to 
today. While sitting in a cafe reading about the origins of Hinduism...I 
started to think about the boy I have loved for 5 years......I am finally 
realizing that we just must not be together...he was very stupid today and he 
never appreciated the things I do for him and in the past 5 years he has 
changed so much.....all he thinks about is money. I was also listening to 
IYFS and how lovely Stuart Murdoch's voice is and it made me realize how I am 
falling out of love with this boy. How that is possible I do not know. 
Also...I didn't get to see TOTP and I am so sad for it. Does anyone have a 
copy that I can buy? So back to my mood.....grrrrr......I think I shall have 
a boyfriend free summer and wait patiently for my life to get very 
responsible this autumn when I will be living on my own and going to art 
school. For the moment....I am going to go to another cafe and waste a few 
hours. May you all have lovely days and nights. 

                      Olivia
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