Sinister: end of the day and i'm wishing it wasn't

[Li ^..^]

hey all :) i haven't posted anything in a while, so since i have a moment 
durring school to write a bit and take a break for studying, i thought i'd 
drop a few lines. :)

well..my school year is almost over and i have to say that if it wasn't for 
Belle & Sebastian i don't think i'd be as happy or as calm as i am about 
going to summer school. every time i think about going, i get tense, and 
when i get tense, i litsen to b&s because they relax me.

it still amazes me that i have not been able to find the new album. :( i'm 
going to South Street in Philly today though and the CD stores there carry a 
lot of good German Industrial and rare music types. (i condsider B&S to be 
rare amoung people in NJ because no one seems to know who they are.)

i'm taking a road trip to New Hope with my friends tommorrow, so that should 
be a whole lot of fun.

ack, what am i saying?? its the end of the day and i wish it wasn't, because 
i have too much to think about to sleep at all.
See.. i broke up with my boyfriend, and now i find myself NEEDING a 
relationship, which isn't good, because i feel dependant on others for 
happiness, you know? i wish i could just be stable being single, but it's so 
hard for me to do :( anyone feel like helping? because meditation is doing 
shit :P

anyways, i should probably go and atleast TRY and study for my final exams 
next week.

     yours,
       li

ps: i got my eyebrow pierced and now matter what anyone says at all, it 
DOESN'T HURT
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