Sinister: Just listen to what I keep silent

[Mark]

Hi Y'all,

Do you ever get the feeling you've been abused?  In fact, its 
probably easier to count the ways in which you haven't been taken 
advantage of.  Contrary to popular belief, self-worth is totally related 
to the way people see you - you're a social object.

The plan tonight was to pretend that I didn't exist - this reduced my 
status from an object to nothing - observable only on the inside.  
This is the only reason I'm sharing this - because if it was 
important in any way, I wouldn't.

I haven't even dreamt of Johnny Dean recently - Menswear dreams 
involving class A drugs and raunchy sex always have a huge effect 
on my world outlook, usually involving hair dye and a shopping 
spree.  

Oh well, maybe I'll fall in love with all of you before we all bleed to 
death.

Love and hugs,

mark xxx
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