Sinister: this is fiona, she likes godspeed you black emperor

[fiona]

  thats how someone i know introduced me to her boyfriend, i can't 
decide if its flattering of worrying that that should be what she 
remembered most about me.   hmmm. won't think about that too much.

*thundercats are on the move thundercats are loose*

 i'm  very aware at the moment that my life seems to be passing by 
and i haven't achieved anything. it could be because all my friends 
seem to be turning 20/21 and are feeling old, or it could be because 
i really am wasting my time.

*feel the magic, hear the roar thundercats are loose*

  no really, i'm failing my university course, all i do with my spare 
time is get drunk and fall over. but still, somehow i don't feel too 
upset about it. i know i'm fucking up and i'm letting it happen, it 
really wouldn't be that difficult just to do something, anything, but 
still i persist in doing nothing.

  one of you, somewhere must have been in this situation, everyone i 
know is involved in some sort of activity that gets them out of the 
house at the very least, i've never been one for joining things 
(shyness is nice...) and i keep telling myself, after christmas, no 
next year, when the time is right i'll do something, but that time 
never comes. doesn't look like it ever will.

  don't get me wrong, i'm not despairing, just a little concerned, 
someone must be able to suggest something, or perhaps someone will 
offer to come to my house and force me to join in with some sort of 
worthwhile pass time.

  fuck! don't i have the shittiest, most trivial problems in the 
world... ever.  but its not easy being dull.

  anyone who's in leeds this weekend and wants to hang out with a 
beautiful / miserable young lady is quite welcome to get in touch.

  i think thats enough dear diary for now, particularly as i keep 
typing 'r' instead of 't'.

  oh except to say - go and see the house on haunted hill, its the 
worst film i've ever seen - fantastic!! someone's been watching too 
many marilyn manson and aphex twin videos.


      love and jaffa cakes,
                                              fiona

"i'm not drunk. i've just had a bit too much to drink"
                                                     -my flat mate
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