Sinister: The Madness and Melancholy of March

[FearofMops at xxx.com]

march madness on the list. hmmmm......i must agree w/ Mr. Pelican Rob that 
while i tend to ignore sports NCAA B-Ball gets me as hyper as a pre-teen 
Ricky Martin fan.
not sure i can explain why. 
i seem to be suffering some sort of mid-life crisis, except i'm not middle 
aged so i guess mid-life would be inaccurate. anyhoo i seem to lack the 
drive/discipline/whatever to do anything. about the only thing that gets me 
going right now is music and basketball. this is thoroughly depressing since 
i take no active part in either of them. i'm merely a spectator, watching and 
listening to other people doing things i want to.  others my age are off 
getting degrees and starting careers. i go to work every day at a job that 
was supposed to have been merely for the summer, it's now been 3 years. ich. 
has anyone experienced anything similar? i just know there's more to life 
than buying cd's and filling in brackets.
enough of the depressing stuff. on to the mildly more uplifting stuff.
while i have yet to find another soul in this city who likes B&S, i have 
discovered a music store that actually has a decent selection, and in the 
very suburb in which i live no less. it turns out that the manager is into 
godspeed you black emperor! and such. she told me that those cd's never sell, 
but since she likes it, she keeps it in stock. she has restored my faith in 
humanity.
there seems to be a minor panic w/ some of the listees regarding the new 
album.
no i don't have any words of comfort, but i do want to say that i hope to 
hell you're wrong. i hope the album's brilliant and i don't want to think 
about it sucking. besides, all we can do is wait.
aahhh....i've rambled on far too long and probably put most of you to sleep 
by now, if you've made it this far. actually i'm getting quite 
sleepy....still have to return to work. yick.  stay twee, smutty, and 
debauched all.

ciao,
dustan
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