Sinister: this day has opened my eyes

[Liisa Kallio]

 hello,
i´m at uni library writing this, went to see one of my swedish teachers to see
how i had done in this translation course, i got a- -,the worst possible grade.
i´m so bored and fed with this uni and my studies, it´s just so pointless anyway i don´t have clue what i want to do or what i want to be.all my friends got these fancy summerjobs, they´re so adults engaged and one even has a son,not that i´m jealous. i´m not , i just think that time has gone so fast i´m really scared of the future. i´m ashamed to say how many times i´ve dropped out schools....
f.o.u.r times my parents told me that i´d get send to a shrink, cos i´m a misfit.
i wouldn´t mind seeing a shrink though get some nice pills. but i just wish that there´d someone else here who´d be just as screwed up as i am. couldn´t get out of bed one day cos it felt like the safest place to be, listened to joy division whole day, then put the smiths on and listened to "this night has opened my eyes" non-stop...
there´s a boy next to me writing with his laptop and speaking to his mobile about the stockmarket...eerie...
i guess i should go,go
this was my 3rd post, i apologize.
xxxx
ps. thanks to everyone who helped me with my sonic youth dilemma.
bought "sister" yesterday.cheers to you who  wrote me about urusei yatsura,
i´ll get back to you later.
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