Sinister: buses, b&s, and my gender identity crisis

[triumphant loser]

I think the day you described is a rather....trying one. I think its just a
day though....to say one is good or bad is too general and kind.I mean what
about those days you just feel so-so or blaahhhhh?Like my mother says "Just
ride it out " no use getting uptight about it.

----- Original Message -----
From: Kimberly Rehak <rehakk at xxx.edu>
To: <sinister at missprint.org>
Sent: Friday, June 02, 2000 7:22 AM
Subject: Sinister: buses, b&s, and my gender identity crisis


>
> boo,
>
> i'm trying to decide if i'm having a good or a bad morning so far.  maybe
> someone can help me out:
>
> 1 mum drives me to the busstop since i'm late (as usual) and informs me
> that i must be having a gender identity crisis because i didn't dry my
> hair this morning (no time, again) and i had my hands in my pocket "like a
> boy".  i could go on and on about the things she said but i'll just leave
> it at that-the g-g-g-gist.
> 1.5 cried for 15 minutes at busstop/busride.
> 2 beautiful boy on the bus keeps staring at me whilst we are in transit.
> 3 freaky man with the hearing aids who looks like a child molester sits
> beside me and also keeps looking at me.
> 3.5 am listening to b&s for the first time in a Really long time.
> 4 now i'm at work and i just spilled coffee all over me.
>
> <sigh>
>
> i don't know what to do.
>
> hello to everyone new and old and to those who cry on buses (like me) and
> to those in germany (like me soon) and to those who dry their hairs in the
> morning (who are so much better than me-ha!) and to those going to
> beantown today.
>
> xo, kimmy
>
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