Sinister: If you ever need self-validation, its all over my face...

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Hi,

I've got a bit of a problem on my hands and I need some good advice.  I'm 
into a girl thats been hurt very badly (I stress badly) in pretty much all 
her serious relationships.  Eventhough we both really like each other and 
have great times together, this obviously weighs heavily on her mind.  As a 
result, she's absolutely terrified to open up to me emotionally or show me 
any affection in the least, other than the fact that she keeps me around.  At 
first I thought it was a problem with me, but now I realize its the thoughts 
of the beasts that came before that are still hovering inside her head.  
They've crushed her self-esteem and I have no idea what to do anymore.
My problem is two-fold: #1) we've only really hung out for a month, so we're 
still very much trying to figure the other person out and what they're all 
about, and #2) even when we do get a good thing going, her fears kind of put 
the kabosh on what could be.  Its frustrating the living hell out of me 
because I really, really like this girl but I'm trying to lay low and give 
her all the time she needs to deal with whatever is on her mind.  Its like, I 
want to show her affection and be there for her, which solves problem #1, but 
problem #2 stands in the way.  I only get short snippets of what she's like 
emotionally, like when she plays with her cat, and I know that if she opened 
up to me, everything else would take care of itself (we're already completing 
each others' sentences).
I know someone out there HAS to have gone through something like this and ANY 
advice on how to approach it and things to keep in mind would be deeply 
appreciated.  I'm so confused as to what would be the best thing to do: show 
her affection and try to help build her self-esteem?  Stay away and give her 
space?  Words?  Actions?  Both?  Neither?  For the first time in my life the 
Smiths make more sense than anything else in the world.  Please help!

Steve C.

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