Sinister: Is it wicked not to care?

[Kenneth P Y Chu]

Hi,

I am really not that very interested in politics and current affairs and 
rather more egocentric so I'm going to talk about myself, and red bull, 
if that's ok.

I've spent the last three weeks submerged in alcohol, it is, like, every 
single night.  I drink, then I drink more.  Which is real bad, I know one 
is supposed to become lost in an alcoholic haze during freshers week in 
Uni but not for three weeks, especially not for an experienced third year 
student like me who have (ahem) important work to do.

I don't know.  I wake me every day, all shattered, wondering whether I am 
down with the flu (which I am), I am tired due to constant lack of sleep? 
(which I am) or I am just hungover (which I am).

An e-mail from Ken never really gets away from information about his sexual 
conquests, of course.  Well, a girl that I kinda likes is next door to me 
in my hall having a party at my neighbour's now, great.  If only I am a 
friend with my neighbour and I take the same interest in drum and bass that 
my neighbour does... actually then I would be a moke.

I would really like to cry, and at this moment in time, the conflicts in the 
world are really, the least of my worries.  All I would like to care about 
is whoever that wants to care about me.  My head is too simple, tired and 
drunk to think about anything else.

I am going to listen to "There's too much love" in a bit and hope that the 
excess love that seems to be going around will come round to me soon.

I have borrowed my friend's four track recorder last night, and it is a rather 
clever piece of equipment, and I shall have a whale of a time recording stuff 
on it.  Playing String Bean Jean is especially fun.

This really sad song that I am going to write is going to happen real soon, if 
a sad person writes sad songs then oh yes, this song is going to happen soon, 
but you lot will just wait for a little bit more.

As well as red bull tonight, I think I need a hug. :-(

Four track recorders and red bulls
Ken
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Is it wicked not to care, when you say that you're mistaken
thinking hopes and lots of dreams that aren't there?
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