Sinister: as summer holidays come to a close....

[idle berry]

.. and I am faced with a few realities drawing closer
and closer.

I have an essay to write. I chose to write it, a
story, a creative writing piece. I began last night,
and it is a total shambles, with grammar looking awful
and I don't have a full range of vocabulary that I
require. The story is written in Norwegian for my
final year of my degree.

Are there any other students out there about to enter
their final year?
How do you feel about the prospect that in a years
time, you'll have it all over and done with?

I managed just to pass my exams this year, and
realise, that I really will have to put a lot of
effort in to actually get a degree to be proud of. It
makes me nervous, really nervous. My parents reassured
me at Christmas, that they don't care even if I fail,
at least if I have tried, and anyway, I shall always
have learnt even some Norwegian, which will make it
all worthwhile.

But if I want to get a degree that I can get a job
with at the end of the day, which doesn't resemble my
current situation, of stuffing envelopes to health
authorities and filing documents for people who sit
next to the filing cabinet and can't put them away
themselves.

So I started my story. It is about a young girl, in
the summer holidays. Shes a little bored, and the
summer is drawing to an end. She lives in Norway, and
the sun doesn't set at this time of year, but Autumn
is fast approaching, and her best friend is on holiday
in France and hasn't even sent her a postcard. She
thinks too much and dreams too much and wastes away
hours quite happily dreaming of better things to come.
And then she can't get to sleep, andspends the night
tossing and turning, but her brain is overactive. Then
her mother wakes her at seven o clock in the mornin to
go into the town. To get to the town, they have to
take the local ferry, and so far, shes  sitting in the
ferry cafe, smelling all the wonderful Norwegian food
and fresh coffee, andconmpalining to her mother
because her mother bought her banana milkshake and she
wanted strawberry milkshake.

Its about 1000 words so far, and I'll have to get my
mum to proof read it, as my mum is fluent in Norwegian
(She is Norwegian, so it makes sense).

I sort of have an idea about what will happen. The
little girl, Lene ( named, because it is a poluar
Norwegian Name, along with my own christian name, but
I didn't want it to be about me. Also named because of
Lene Marlin, who went to school in Trmoso with a pal
of mine) is a dreamer.
And Maybe on her trip into town she will be so caught
up with daydreaming she will get lost.

the boyfriend suggested a mutant Penguin attack, but I
have lecturers to impress, and I don't think that the
surreal is something that regularly impresses them.

I'm trying to make it non autobiographical. Also, no
sweary words, since my mum has to proofread it.
So far, its non autobiographical. Except for the sun
and insomnia thing. And perhaps the dreaming. But I
never tell people my dreams, so it won't sound like my
dreams at all. And what will she dream of....

I decided she dreams of being in a nice hose, far away
from the village where she lives, doing all the things
shes never allowed to do, like eat as much sweets and
waffles and things as she likes, and staying up late
to watch TV, and all that sort of eight year old Jazz.

I am nervous about next year.
boo.

Anyway,
toodle pip, I'm off to search the internet for an
English norwegian online dictionary, as I lent my copy
to a girl during term time, and my mum has the other
copy at home.

Later,
Idles




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