Sinister: Rice could be steaming

[Liqin Lu]

> I haven't been able to achieve
> a thing when I could have done so much, I talk to other people and they
> are all so knowledgeable, and I just know about absolutely nothing.  I
> never commit myself to anything and I have an attention span of about 5
> minutes.
>
> It has been fine because I was never under any pressure, but next year
> I'll be out of University and in the real world, missing out on the
> security of a job offer next year really made me think, "what the hell
> can I do?"  I manage okay at most things but I don't have a real talent
> for anything in particular, I have no focus, no direction.  It is such
> pants, I want to do something good but I am too lazy, too shy to take
> chances.

i have exactly the same problem.

> I am going to change it tho, from this semester on, I am going to make
> myself someone useful, face up to the world with pride in my face and a
> can of Red Bull in my hand.

i say that to myself at the start of every semester...it hasn't worked, yet.

> I hope also that Chinese girls don't choose boys like they choose their
> durians...

i don't even know what a durian is...

operas r really good when ur feeling depressed, or maybe they r just really
good.

sorry about this doesn't-make-any-sense post...if anyone's reading.

liqin

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