Sinister: Once I Was

[Rob Lorenson]

It's been quite a while since I've posted.  Maybe it's because I was 
hiding in my own shadows and the darkness of my corroding mind. 
 Maybe it was because left everything for a while, hoping I would 
forget names and faces.  But in solitude, names and faces become 
clearer.  All brilliant clear and, rubbish dreams and hopes that 
people fill your head with and then laugh as you fall apart.  Stained 
memories of betrayal that come even clearer.  Come and stay until 
the events themselves become muddled and faded until all you 
remember is the biting hurt and crippled chest and falling to the 
ground.

People have been talking of B & S covers.  Metallica, Iron Maiden, 
perhaps.  Ha ha.  Maybe in another place.  But I could hear them 
covering Tim Buckley's "Once I Was..."

Perhaps in another place, another time.  But not now.

Now I hear nothing.
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