Sinister: rubber bullets,marylin manson and the prime motivating factors for appeasment in the 1930's....

[Desmond Torpey]

tap tap tap tap tap hey there....
...hmmmmmm...i do like this time of year...its not
quite summer...and things seem to be drawing to a
close...four weeks left of college and counting...and
then its e**ms...which i should be thinking about
now...but cant be bothered too...this is a really bad
thing but i just cant seem to summon up any kind of
motivation and to be honest i dont paticularly
care...i'd rather know if its going to be sunny
tommorow or not rather than the prime motivating
factors for appeasment in the 1930's....if i dont pass
then i daresay i'll panic,scream and consider myself a
worthless excuse for a human being....but right now
i'm just relieved to be finally at the end of an
altogether shitty two years at that place....i havent
applied to any universities...i dont know if i want to
go...i dont know if i'll get the right e**m results
anyway...so that leaves me with the bare facts that in
28 days i have to start living in 'the real
world'....i could fight for world peace,travel the
globe in a lime green mini or become a jungle
outlaw...i might get an office job though...that might
be fun...hmmmmm...what the hell am i going to do with
my life?....its scary...but kind of *wow* in a way...i
usually cant figure out whats going to happen in the
next ten minutes let alone the next fifty years...just
take it as it comes i suppose...i've never been in
this kind of situation before...nothing to hold me
down...nothing to focus on...no need to stay anywhere
really...except i need money of course...i could live
off the fruits of mother nature i suppose...i dont
know if i'd like the taste of nettle soup
though...i've just decided that 'a little soul' is one
of the greatest songs ever...possibly...speaking of
which..where on earth is the new pulp album?....wasnt
scott walker supposed to be producing it?...i loved
the new songs they played at reading last year
anyhow...the line up this year doesnt seem to be too
smelly either as far as main acts go (if you discount
the twin evils of travis and the manic street
preachers)...a duet between eminem and marylin manson
should at least be interesting if the rumors are to be
believed...i wore my hand-painted '3..6..9 seconds of
light' t-shirt on saturday at the shitey old rawk
club...nobody commented except my friends who called
me 'a twee bastard'..that was quite dissapointing...i
rather hoped it would bring secret b+s lovers out of
their korn hoodies and into the sunlight..no such
luck...i quite enjoyed jumping around to the deftones
however..i'm sure it made an interesting sight...i
cant decide if i should brave this picnic...it would
be pretty weird seeing real life sinister people in
the flesh...like meeting movie stars...or at least
c-list soap stars...was that slightly offensive?...i
think so...argh..i may get beaten up if i do come
now...hmmmmmm......at least its not being held
tommorow...everybody might get sprayed with rubber
bullets...i'm rambling...i'll go and stare at two
years worth of hard(ish) work and pretend to revise
about european law...and stuff...
ta ta......

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