Sinister: Get out of the nursery and into the sunshine!

[CrnflkgrlO at xxx.com]

Allow me to introduce myself......

Hi!  My name is Rachel.  I wish I could shake all thousands of hands right 
now.  Actually, you all deserve big hugs!

I've been on the list now for a little less than a year.  It has grown into 
not only a love, but an unhealthy obsession.  And dammit, I want to join to 
club too!  Can I, mummy, can I?

I thought I'd share a horrid story that earns me big hugs.  This year, I 
brought Tigermilk to school for my friend to borrow.  During English class 
when we were doing absolutely nothing as usual, I popped it in the cd player 
for her to hear (my teacher was a pretentious music obsessive, who played Bob 
Marley everyday to prove he was cool to the stoners).  During Expectations, 
everyone laughed when Stuart/Struan hit the high notes!!!!  Think of the 
irony of THAT song causing me to be laughed at....the story of my life.  To 
this day, I am extremely fearful of sharing Belle and Seb with anyone, if 
they laugh, I want to cry.  At he end of the year, me and my friend (same 
girl as before, I only have one) had to do a project on the seventies with 
album reviews in it.  I wanted to do Nick Drake, but resisted sharing 
beautiful music with the world because I feared they would laugh.  I ended up 
doing Fleetwood Mac instead.......sigh..........

I'm going to the second LA show and the first SF show....whoot whoot!!!  I 
would apologize to the rest of the list who doesn't get to see them, but I'm 
too much of a selfish brat to honestly feel bad.  It's my turn, and you'll 
get yours!

I like exclamation marks!!!!

Genuine content:  In an America entertainment magazine, it reports: "Rather 
than cut explicit scenes to earn an R rating for Storytelling, Todd Solondz 
has reportedly covered up the sex with a big red block."  Makes me feel all 
excited and dirty to see it.

Ken Chu, will you be MINE?  I have fantasies of this mild-mannered asian by 
day, DDR sexpot kung fu fighter by night.  How close am I? 

I like Camera Obscura, they are lurvely.  When you look it up at amazon.com, 
you also  get a hardcore punk band from my hometown of San Diego as well.  

Doesn't Stockholm Syndrome by YLT also sound sort of B and S-y??

My 15 minutes of sheer terror are up.  I'm going to go hide in a cave now.

-rachel cornflake
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