Sinister: who can blame her if she´s sleepy?

[Astrid Wiezell]

Helluu sweeties!

Today has been the best day in school since we started (er, monday), because we had "social day". First, we were going ot discuss masculinity and femininity with our classes, which was terrible. I seem to be the only one with opinions, but some of the boys are determined to BUG me, just because they know i get all furious and angry. Today I didn´t feel like it, so I, for once, was quiet. I know they don´t think that, REALLY. They just play pigs to annoy me. But in a friendly, sort of way. 

After we had lunch we went into the assembly hall, we were about 100 15-year-olds. We were going to get teached a bit of dancing! It was great, because it was like a big circle which was rotating, so you danced with almost every boy. But htat was just for learning the steps. The really fun part was shen the danceteacher thought that we were reafy to dance for real. the the girls would stand on one side of the hall, and the boys on the other, and if he said lady´s dance, the girls asked the boys to dance, and vice versa. I was SO worried of not being asked to dance, but I was, by a sweet boy in my mathsgroup, Oscar. One time, I danced with my friend Moa just to practise the steps with her.

The first time the girls hade to ask the boys, I asked a boy named Alex, who I´ve been in the same class in since I was in kindergarden! But he was so boring, he just looked at his feet (he is a terrible dancer, but very sweet) so we didn´t have any eye contact. After the song was over, the person who had asked to dance would escort the other person to his or hers side of the hall and thank him/her for the dance. Next time, when we were doing a quite wild dance that I hadn´t got hold of quite yet, I asked a boy in my class, Martin, who I´ve been flirting with since a year back. So I went up and said,
- Martin, do you think you could stand to dance with me (In that circlesystem, I had danced with him quite a bit and I was terrible at that dance)
- OF COURSE sweetie
he said, and then he put his arm around my shoulder and we walked out on the dance floor. I felt like I was a princess in his care! He was so great, and he really tought me how to do that dance and then we had such a good flow the rest of the tune we were dancing too. Oh, I could dance all night like I´m a soul girl!

Martin is the type of boy who has those eyes that feels like they can see through anything. Very intense and blue. Hee hee hee. It was SO lovely!

Something more Belle and Sebastianisch:

For quite some time, I´ve noticed a really weird thing I do. Everytime I put on this is just a modern rocksong, and Struan sings "She stuck her finger in the air", I sing "She stuck her finger in her throat"! It´s not like I want to sing of Emma as she´s a bulimic girl! I want her to stuck her finger in the air, not her throat, but It´s just something stuck in my brain. Really strange, huh?

To survive my days in school I have put up LOADS of pictures of Struan, because I feel that I CAN survive just when I look at these pictures. My friends think I´m being strange, but really, it helps.

I´ve had several dreams about Belle and Sebastian. Once in a dream, they were the opening act for a terrible children´s artist in Sweden called Markoolio (!) and they were playing at an underground station in stockholm. It was really cool, because it was just me and this guy in my school, Ivar, who knew, and we stood there smiling at each other whilst all the other people just passed by.

I also dreamt that Belle and Sebastian were playing here in Stockholm, but it was day, so there wasn´t any people there. I try to jump up on the stage, and THAT, ladies and gentlemen, is when I´m realizing I´m wearing a WEDDING DRESS! Then, suddenly, I am talking ot Struan, and I can just see his face, and it´s like in a frame of pastel colours, pink and very light blue-green. It was a dead good dream. 

Have anyone seen the group American Hi-Fi´s video Flavour of the week? That singer looks EXACTLY like one of the Hanson brothers! It´s really strange. Maybe they were twins separated at birth or something.

Is anyone except moi into Muse? I love them, they´re my second favourite band, B&S are my absolute favorite. Anyway, they made a perfect gig in Stockholm, I was standing at the front, right in fron of Matt Bellamy (mmmm) and I got to play onhis guitar during the concert, and I got this waterglass after the concert. It was a fantastic concert. Matt is my favourite guitarplayer (Sorry Stevie and Stu, but you ARE in my favourite band anyway!) I think, because he does so much weird stuff to it, and it still sounds great.

I should go to bed now, I am really sleepy and I have school tomorrow.
Let´s go back to those french verbs then, shall we? *sighs*
Parler, parlant, parlé, je parle..
Oh sod it,
I´m just too tired!

Loads of love to you all!

Astrid xxx

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