Sinister: A long email where i get all of my neurosis out and bore you all...Hello!!

[zoe charaktinou]

okay...i haven't posted for quite a while but i have to ,proudly no less, 
aadmit that i have been reading every single post everyday...

insignificant fact but i just wanted to boast a bit.

now,ahem...

as it was more or less known,about 2 weeks ago i went to London with my 
boyfriend.There,i decided to check my email and wht was awaitong for me was 
a lovely unvitation from Jucy Lucy to meet her in a pub along with a few 
more sinister -and mischievious-people...

After a long 'walk' around Tottenham Court Road area we finally found the 
place.It was really nice putting a few faces on names but unfortunately we 
didn't saty for long.I have to say that i was a bit scared in the first 
place-yes!i am being silly!- to meet people.I am not all that an active 
member of sinister in the way of knowing people from it or spending time on 
#sinister so i felt a bit weird...
ANYWAY,one of the reasons we didn't saty was because my boyfriend-whom i 
love very very much but sometimes gets into weird mode-wasn't feeling very 
comfortable and he was tired and got grumpy.So.I personally was a bit 
guttered 'cos i really wanted to hung around more and get to actually talk 
to people...It was the first chance i had to meet quite a few people from 
the list and it didn't really work out all that well...(grumble 
grumble,mutter mutter....).So i want to apologise for being rude and 
leaving.I DIDN'T WANT TO GO!!!!!...sob sob....

'Nough with that though...

On another note:I DIDN'T GET A VALENTINE'S CARD!(that'll show me for not 
giving one in the first place...)

Instead we had a massive argument-which at the time was horrible BUT i think 
it is working for the best.

I went to #sinister the other day, and bumped into a greek member of the 
list under the nick torchy and since i don't have his email, i just want to 
say that :i'm sorry for disappearing so abruptly but a housemate knocked 
(and not kocked ) me offline and by the time i got back you were gone so 
sorry and i hope we talk again...

It was nice seeing GHD again...haven't seen him for a long long time...

hope you're well.i don't forget...

hmmm,in my old age i get sentimental even though i'm horrible and don't keep 
in touch with people that matter...vel and G. don't be angry at me...
i love you guys...

My happy moment is that i have ordered 3 cds from amazon and i am awaiting 
for them...(madrugada,calexico and U2)

OH!btw,as some of you may recall i did an essay about sinister land.I got 
the results back and it was graded ok(i wanted MOOOOOOORE!!).I got B11 out 
of A16.

Now,i had promised to send it to people but,and i'm really really sorry, i 
don't remember if i did.If anyone is interested i will be happy to send 
it.It's a very personal essay.It's written in first person.

Anyway,that's that from me...
i'll go and have no life now...

love you all VERY VERY MUCH and i agree with Colin that it would be so great 
if we were all together and hung out as a big group of friends...
that's it from me...
big eeeee

love you

Zoe xxxx
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