Sinister: love is a drug.....

[caleb ben moore]

there's been alot of talk of list crushes.
 there are alot of opinions on the subject and i
have my own also.  but i'm biased to this matter
because i am right now, caught up in the midst of
love.  and i say simply that love is grand.  it's
a supremely intangible thing, a thing of myth and
dreams, of emotions that can't hardly even be
expressed in words.  "love is a holy word", she
told me.  and i agree emphatically that it is. 
it is a sacred state of emotion, no matter what
it's incarnation is.  stated even more simply:   
love is.
love is what you make of it.  sometimes it flares
up like a lit match only to be extinguished by a
stray breath or breeze.  sometimes love is a
match applied to a pile of damp twigs and sticks,
starting softly and subtly but soon is blown into
a all-encompassing fire raging with energy and
passion.  sometimes love is just a kind word, a
soft look of the eyes from a passer-by on a city
bus. the first chords of your favourite b&s
song.......  love is!

i whole-heartedly sympathize with those who have
been hurt, as i myself have been hurt and have
inflicted hurt. we are all human, born of dust
and despair.  but if for even one second your
heart is filled by that aching, blissful &
blinding energy of love, in any form, and all
your pain and sorrow and guilt dissappear for
that one amazing moment, time freezes and you see
yourself perfect....a true vision of what you are
truly capable of, then your life has been well
lived.
pure experience!
love is.
             with a pounding heart, 
                         caleb ben  aka  raw
             

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And when I'm lying in my bed I think about life 
and I think about death 
and neither one particularly appeals to me 
and if the day came when I felt a natural emotion 
I'd get such a shock I'd probably lie 
in the middle of the street and die 
I'd lie down and die  ------morrissey

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