Sinister: Where the sky and water meet, where the waves grow sweet, doubt not reepicheep, to find all you seek, there is the utter east...

[Desmond Torpey]

hello there...
..sinister seems to be very loved up at the moment...i
like seeing people in love...i've never been
there...only the stupid giddy kind of unrequited
love...which gets tiresome after a while because
you're daft and wont do anything about it..and then
*thwack*..you see the person again and your stomach
does a triple backflip and your knees have taken leave
of your legs and your lungs have moved to honalulu
leaving you a jibbering breathless wreck...sometimes i
think i'll never be in love and sometimes i think i
dont ever want to be..because once that first feeling
fades and you are actually able to accomplish small
household tasks without drifting off to loveland and
dropping cutlery on your foot...is it fun anymore?..i
dont know...i'm sure it is..i'm in the middle of a
stupid situation at the minute..you know...i think
shes looked at me the same way..and theres that silly
awkward tension every time i see her...but maybe thats
just coming from me and she's actually completely
indifferent to me...and i'll probably never know
because i'm awkward and stupid like that..yikes...
why is wallpaper so terribly dull?...i'm currently in
the middle of re-decorating my bedroom...it gives me
something to do because i havent got a damm job...why
cant they make crazy rainbow wallpaper which makes
your eyes bleed if you stare at it for too long? Or
bright green wallpaper which eliminates the need for
lightbulbs? Or willy wonka style lickable wallpaper?
that would be just wonderful...alas its all just
tasteful pastel colours...perhaps i'll just keep it as
it as the moment...completely bare walls with random
splodges of white paint and plaster all over the
floor..all i have in their is a batterd old armchair
and an acoustic guitar...and its FREEZING....all very
ken loach..and all bluddy depressing...it suits the
time of year..
...by far the best thing about clearing out my room is
finding all the books i used to read which have been
under the bed for years...i can stop proper grown up
reading for a while and enjoy 'the alchymists cat'
again...and 'voyage of the dawn treader'..i'd
forgotten how absolutelyfantasticallywonderful the
chronicles of narnia were..who needs harry potter when
you have reepicheep?...oh its dark already and its
only 4.40..hmmmm..thank you for your time..
ta ta..

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