Sinister: sweden, oh lovely sweden?

[Rachel oj]

why even say hello?


i've understood that i really don't like sweden at all!!
i'm so sorry to you swedes, but i can't stand it!
fine, so, there's like... two nice people in sweden. but honestly!!
no, i'm so sorry. i don't think i mean what i said.

i'm in an awful mood.
and no, i don't know why. lie.
i do know. oooh, shit. sorry.

so, i visited sweden this weekend. nice. not.
i don't want to move, i just realised that.
since it was quite a while ago, i was in sweden, i had this illusion that it 
was much better than it really is.
i don't feel good about moving anymore.

it's like noone really cares what they say. everyone is being mean, and just 
quite awful.
oh, it's one of those days when i don't love anyone.

i feel better being depressed. i don't like this mood.
at least i can cry when i'm a bit depressed. i can't now. that would just 
look silly.
maybe... if i'd listen to like... kent.. or smiths... i might could get a 
bit depressed.


oh, it's just another teenage-angst-day really.
sorry to bother you.



rachel oj.

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