Sinister: wrong hand to be holding

[Rachel oj]

hello darlings!

i made a total fool of myself today! oh, dear. i'm *so* embarassed! this is 
just too awful. ouch.
i met my ex today. it hurt more than i ever thaught it would, but i'm fine. 
really, i am. it felt good seeing him, after all. but, ofcourse, as i said, 
it hurt. deep. so i'm sitting here in my room, listening to "all by myself". 
it must be one of the best lovesongs ever (except from belle&sebastian 
ofcourse)!
i couldn't stand going back to school after the meeting with him.
we were walking in this sweet park, and there was a café just there, so we 
thaugh we'd sit down and have some café au lait, cause it's dead cold 
outside.
so i took a place in the line, so i could order my coffe, and he went to 
catch a table. and then he walks up to me, and stands behind me (i think!)
i don't look at him, i'm just staring in front of me. then i decides to hold 
his hand, so i does. and i'm thinking about what would happen if i'd say 
"you know... i never stopped loving you...". suddenly  he's standing in 
front of me, looking confused and says "what? oh, come on! i thaught you 
were over me by now!"
then i understood that i actually said it out loud, and not just only in my 
thaughts.
but i'm still holding his hand... err... or not. i'm actually holding some 
other guy's hand! as if i wasn't embarassed enough.



anyway, i'm off to england in a while. again. and tomorrow it's a consert in 
sweden that i'm going to! it's this nice swedish asrtist singing in swedish. 
i think it's called "gota lejon"... yes, that's where he's going to paly. 
ooh. i'm really exited!


i got into rach fruitloop's post again! ooh ooh ooh.
you'd better watch out, soon i might be writing just to get into the post. 
hee hee. no, but seriously, it's nice seeing your name in other people's 
posts. it makes me feel nice.


anyway, rachels; how's the mixed-tape going? who's got it right now?
!viva rachels! yes. ofcourse.



with all my love (and lots of owls),
rachel orange juice


ps. i've got harry potter-fever! hee hee. i'm dead obsessed.

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