Sinister: I promise this is the last you'll hear from me...

[breams plural]

Right...the events of the past few days have turned into a hazy shade of 
winter, I think I must've got some snow in my eyes.

As far as posts go, mine suck.

But the rest of you are fab (yes R.J. Gillanders, I used the word "fab").

Something that didn't seem to cross my mind in the instant of postage this 
week was that I was perhaps biting feeding hands and offending friends (not 
to mention a plethora of unknowns). So, as a result I'd like to apologise 
properly (but succinctly...hopefully) to you all.

You (meaning anyone who's reading and anyone who's not) are not the one's 
who I wanted to paint as evil. Infact, I thought quite the opposite, 
contrary to the babble that was spewed forth previously.

I think in future I might attempt to make it a little clearer that some 
people I know (non-sinisterines thankfully) burned me (metaphorically 
speaking, though I wouldn't put it past them sometimes). And just because I 
haven't the gumption to tell them that they made me feel like shite to their 
faces doesn't mean that you should all be "flamed" unintentionally or 
otherwise.

So, umm yeah...that's it I guess...I just wanted you all to know that things 
came out wrong and I'm sorry.

If anyone feels the need for a more in depth explanation or discussion, 
which I assume you don't as I seem to have done the topic to death myself, I 
think it might be wise to do it off list so as to avoid clogging the inboxes 
and archives more than absolutely necessary.

Well, that'll do for now.

Jeremy

ps. I just re-read this mail and realised that it's amazingly self-obsessed. 
But I guess that's not really surprising for me at the moment.

pps. I also figure I'm at "that point" where a sinisterine finds that a 
break is needed, for their own sake and that of the list combined.

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