Sinister: this is how we live our glory days

[AMEBIX13 at xxx.com]

Hello Sini-Girls and Sini-Boys,
    I hope you are all doing well.  Personally, I could not be more wondeful. 
 I am filled with a sort of excitement that I have really never experienced 
before.  For the first time, everything seems to genuinely be going well, and 
there is so much to look forward to in the next week.  First and foremost on 
Wednesday I will be driving to Wisconsin to visit, my sweet, wondeful love 
Elise.  Words really cannot effectively describe how much I am looking 
forward to this trip.  The thought of just being able to spend time with her 
makes me so incredibly happy.  She is really a wondeful person in every 
sense.  I am truly more excited about this than anything ever before.  Also, 
on Saturday both Elise and I will be at the Chicago picnic.  I want to tell 
Jim that he is awesome with a capital A for driving us!  It will be nice to 
see the city of Chicago, since I have never been there before, and to meet 
some nice people from sinister.  Im sure it will be a grand time.  Some of 
you may remember from my last post that I was a bit unsatisfied with my 
school situation, luckily since then I have become far more content with the 
situation as a whole.  I think having a generally better outlook on life has 
done wonders for that particular situation.  I also pre-ordered the new Pulp 
album the other day from amazon.co.uk, which is immensely exciting!  Rachel 
Fruitloop made a post recently about having to love one's self in order to 
love anyone else, and I think she was dead on right. It's quite amazing 
really, in the past month or so, I feel like  I have finally come to love who 
I am.  I always remember in the past, even in relatively good times, feeling 
inadaquate in a way, and just generally not thinking myself as too wonderful 
of a person.  Now however that has really changed, feeling the way I feel 
about myself is something that I never really thought would happen, but it is 
quite a pleasant surprise to say the least.  Haha, I feel so special actually 
being discussed, albeit briefly, on the list.  Granted, im no sinister 
celebrity...but I suppose everyone gets their 15 minutes of fame.  The 
weather has been so delightful lately.  Cool and sunny, a perfect combination 
in my opinion!  It makes being outside a pleasure, and even walking from 
class to class is pleasant on days like this.  Yesterday I actually went for 
a really nice drive up to the mountains with my parents and siblings.  We 
haven't really done any sort of activities together as a family in quite some 
time, so it was quite nice in that respect.  We didn't really do anything 
special, but to be out and enjoying the wonderful weather we have been so 
lucky to have lately was quite nice...And they bought me lunch too!  The 
scenery was very nice, and the whole area just seemed peacful.  I like 
that...it's too easy to get caught up in the stressful aspects of day to day 
life, and a bit of a escape from that is lovely.  Don't get me wrong, I enjoy 
the city too, it is just nice to spend some time in the countryside 
occasionally.  I was wondering if there are any people on the list from the 
MD, DC, VA or even southern PA, and if at somepoint in time they would be 
interested in having some sort of meet up somewhere?  Well, I must go for 
now...I have tons of preperations to take care of for Wednesday!  I can't 
believe my trip is the day after tomorrow!!!!!!!!  I will see some of you on 
Saturday at the picnic.  
Love, Especially to Elise,
Sean
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