Sinister: buy me a statement of self esteem.

[jo perry]

Not wishing to sound like a dull assembly by a try too
hard trendy teacher, i decided to post something to
generally fight off any insecure feelings that
humankind allow to fester within.

I recently met a young man who liked Belle and
Sebastian and was generally rather easy on the eye.
Unfortunately the moment it occured to me that he was
rather lovely all the nagging doubts flung open their
high rise windows and started to shout at me.
(high rise because they live in my head, my heart is
too intelligent to house them)

I voiced many reasons as to why he wouldn't be
interested in me, and eventually bored myself. 
Even though i am a rather lovely person it seems that
all the good judgement i pride myself on having
disappears when fellas are involved.

The problem is though i know the self criticism is
generally unfounded, i still can't just walk up to him
and introduce myself properly.

This post has acted as some kind of therapy. If you
can reason out your fears perhaps you can overcome
them.
I still don't know if i am going to introduce myself.
I may just send him some Belle and Sebastian lyrics
and hope he realises the sender is a truly nice girl.

jojo xx



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