Sinister: The stars are projectors yeah, projecting our lives onto this planet earth

[Matthew Henderson]

**Disclaimer:  This post is completely worthless in everyway, skip it!**

Hello sinisterland!

Well, it's 3:30 in the morning and I'm rather drunk.  I've never really been 
this drunk before, but i remember reading somewhere that you're supposed to 
post only when you're really drunk.

So I found myself in Denny's a little while ago, relating some guy I've only 
talked to once before the story of William the Conqueror's fuck up son Rufus 
and his brother Henry.  How strange.

Dahling posted a lurvely story, and I thank her very much for that.

Happy birthday Sweetie!  We just toasted to you!

The strokes?  They're alright, but nothing great.  If you like them, that's 
cool.  If you don't, that's cool too.  It's all a matter of preference.  
I've never really heard much Hefner, but I will one day.  They seem alright. 
  Perhaps I'll buy their album one day.

I thought I messed up big-time tonight, and although i did, some other 
people took care of it, so God bless them for that.

I'm fairly lacking in feelings towards a lot of things.  Sometimes it 
worries me that I'm so apathetic to pretty much everything.  I feel as 
though I should have concerns for things like animals, life, the government, 
blah blah blah.  But I just don't have any major philosophy on life. I 
figure it's best to take things as they come, and deal with them the best 
you can.  I suppose that's a philosophy.

I saw built to spill last night, which was an excellent show.  I saw some 
indie kids get into a fight, which was funny.  One eventually threw the 
other down the stairs.  Why are people so violent?  people should just get 
along.  This world would be so much better if everyone got along.  I wish 
everyone were like you people, cause you're all a great bunch.

Wilco was great.  I saw them in New Orleans the other night, and I was very 
impressed.  I met a british girl (who transferred to Southern Miss, the poor 
thing) who was really nice.  She's seen our lovely belles several times, 
including the Scarborough show.  She gave me her number, but I don't think 
I'll call her.  I never do such things.  I'm too shy.

So I quit my job this week.  For the first time in almost five years, I'm 
jobless.  It feels great.  I get to clean and do homework and stuff, which 
is much more fun than you would think.  It's nice to be a full time student, 
even though I'm not very good at it.  My main goal is to transfer to the 
University of glasgow, just coz it's got a pretty good film school (from 
what i hear) and it's NOT in america.  I'm not sure why I want to get out of 
this country, but I do.  Anyway, if anyone wants to give me any advice or 
help or something, just shoot me an email.

I sang "IFYS" very loudly to everyone tonight.  It scared some people.  This 
one girl was mocking belle and sebastian.  I don't like her anyway.  I don't 
like a lot of people actually.  Perhaps I don't, I can't quite remember 
right now.

The weather is wonderful in Mobile, Alabama right now.  It's one of the few 
times it makes me glad to live here.  And it's only because the weather is 
not like it normally is.  I should really move.

I just tried Red bull and whiskey.  What do you think of that Ken Chu?

Have I mentioned my love for Dimitra?  Her posts are incredible.  It's like 
a fine wine.  Or something.   Thanks Dimitra. Thank you all, you've made 
many a days happy for me.

I tripped and fell today.  I fell in the grass.  It was the first time I've 
layed (I know that's not right) in the grass in years.  It's been a long 
time.  I used to love to lay in a big field of grass.  It was great.  Then 
the ants came, to ruin it all.  It was great nonetheless.

Does anyone else think Laura should post again?  I do.  I miss your posts, 
you should post again.  Everyone should post more, to make my life more 
interesting.

My friend bought me filterless cigarettes tonight.  I don't know what the 
hell I'm supposed to do with them.

Okay, this is probably the last time I'll ever post this inebriated.

Sorry again, I love you all.  Will's post was 'egg'cellent.

-Matt

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