Sinister: perhaps i'm just a silly school girl

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dear sinister

yes i know you've heard from me enough this 
week...but seriously, who can help but write to 
such beautiful people as yourselves?  especially 
when the mind is going on into overdrive with 
the billions of emotions and all their own 
slight characteristics that make them 
individually known?  did that make sense?  
anyway, i have thin skin when it comes to my 
heart.  whatever i feel, it shows like a red 
balloon on a sunny day.  ...at least i'm brave.

since i last posted with my distress, things 
have begun to mend themselves.  it didn't take 
long, as not many things in my life do... 
efficiency, simplicity.  that is the key.  that 
is how i'm built.  go in.  come out.  success?  
maybe.  (don't be perverted you silly people  
WAHA :-)  at any rate, it rained a lot today.  a 
lot a lot.  but i mustered up my courage and 
went out in it.  i bought some hiking boots.  oh 
yes, this mountain girl will return.  i don't 
know how or when or for how long.  the answer to 
the question "why" is certain though.  

why do i keep talking about myself?!?  i hate 
talking about myself too much.  let's talk about 
you.  what's up in your life?  i would say we 
could talk about others, but god who wants to 
gossip?  especially at this hour!  (insert 
surprised giddy giggle here <short and sharp, 
like your favorite pencil>).  

aight.  the point of this post.  are you 
ready?  ...i can't hear you!!! ARE YOU READY?? 
(haha)  so i put "i'm waking up to us" in the cd 
player tonight.  i haven't especially listened 
to it all that much since i purchased it.  but 
it was a random call on my part... and wouldn't 
you know it:  the track "marx and engels" 
played.  i mean it's your classic b&s.  the 
sound, the beat, the harmony vocals, the whole 
shabang of how it's put together, it's signature 
sound overall.  and yet.  AND YET.  it's the 
ending, man.  it's that fabulous piano with the 
faint hinting of flute......... it's stolen my 
heart.

yeah.  that was the point of this post.  sorry 
it took so long to arrive at.  but why 
apologize?  i'm an american.  i've got rights!

(insert snickering from the peanut gallery here)

funky rainy love to you all, may sunshine pour 
in your hearts and through all the drum beats of 
your souls.

---your mountain mama sweetheart  X





"The differences between what you hope 
for and what you end up receiving are 
part of what makes the outside, the 
hoped for, worthwhile...and beautiful."
---the Lovely Lou
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