Sinister: the same day

[s. lord]

today has been off to somewhat of a plesant start - first i received a phone 
call at 1:30 from the new love of my life - just he doesn't know that yet - 
well maybe he does - i haven't told him though - but it was great to hear 
his voice again - i recently decided that i should take a chance and go 
after him - i was toying with the idea of what it would be like with him vs. 
without him - what if he says no - to many things to think about - but after 
a night of numerous whiskey sours and good conversation with a friend i 
decided that i should talk the chance - also received a line from a sinester 
lad - thanks to you chris for the message - it really reafirmed that i was 
thinking - so i am taking the chance - life it too short not to really - 
what do i have to loose - but anyway - i got off track - i talked with him 
for a little over two hours till about 4 in the morning - realizing that i 
needed to be upi and constious in about three hours i bid him farewell - and 
went to bed - in the morning i got up late - got dressed late and was late 
to the last day of my morning class - i was a little worried that my 
professor - who talks monotone and reminds me so much of the teacher in 
farris bueller - would have a short quiz or something heartless - when to my 
surprise he was actually just putting the room to sleep with readings from a 
journal no the differnt kinds of sexual deviations - nver before has a 
person made topics like transvestites and sado masachism seem boring - but 
he pulled it off with flying colors - i was asleep in ten minutes - but not 
for too long - i was rudely awakened by the studious girl whom always is 
sitting next to me who thought that it wa imperative that i stay awake for 
this class - she whispered to me -

girl:this is the last class of the semester for you, show some respect to 
your professor and pay attention to him.
me:how can i stay awake? i feel like mr. rogers is teaching me about sexual 
deviance.
girl:force yourself to. how do you think he feels? he probably knows he is 
not very interesting.
me: whatever, i don't care.
- well then she got up set cause she thinks i am not learning anything - 
called me a 'poop' and left me to sleep - my second class of the day was 
even better then the snoozefest that preceed it - in that class for our 
final we have a large paper to write on modern sociological theory - i am 
still confused about how i am supposed to turn 2 pages of abstract theory 
given to us into a 14 page paper - but i just thought that i would bullshit 
my way through it - well once i got to class today - my teacher was already 
there - and she looked very ill - she had missed all this previous week with 
some sickness and apparently she still has it - this illness has such forced 
her to rethink the paper she assigned - she has thus shurnk it by half the 
size it was supposed to be and has take off one of the requirements - it was 
the happiest day i have had in a long time - it was hard to conceil my 
excitment in front of her - she seemed dissappointed and appologized 
numerous times that she had to cut it short - by the look on everyones faces 
i don't think we feel too cheated - i hope the rest of my day continues this 
trend of good deeds! - then perhaps i will have something new to write about 
instead of this stupid post! - sorry this was boring -
much love to you all

s.s.lord.
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what we place most hopes upon generally proves most fatal.
                                - vicar of wakefeild




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