Sinister: And the planets collide as you walk up my stairs

[JENOWL22 at xxx.com]

Hewwo,

Ooh, I haven't posted in ages. Maybe even months I don't know.

I haven't been able to read all the messages because I did that thing where I 
let everything build up. But the computer hurts my eyes to use a lot.

I got sick again and I was in hospital a couple of times. They thought that 
maybe cause of all those times I got kicked in the head by hard kids there 
might have been some permanent damage. But the scans and scary tests and 
stuff said nothing serious was up so they sent me home. Which will be swell 
until one day I pass out in the middle of a busy road and get run over which 
I'm convinced is going to happen.

But before I got sick I went to see camera obsura in the notting hill arts 
club (i think) and they were pure dead brilliant. Even though there was a guy 
before them up and I think I was quite rude because I got all hysterical with 
laughing at him because he wasn't very good. But he had this keyboardy guy 
who only played in one song. And when his song came up you could just tell 
that he was wetting himself with excitement because it was his moment, but he 
was trying to look super cool and not bothered. And there was this one song 
where the chorus went "cunts shits wankers pricks" or something and his face 
when he was singing it was so serious it made me giggle lots. Oh and I think 
I saw stuart murdoch. And one of the boys in camera obsura has bowling shoes 
which is my ambition to get.

I had a nice christmas too. I didn't really want to hang about at home for 
the festive time so I stayed with my friend who was spending it on her own 
and we made the most amazing christmas dinner with turkey and mashed potatoes 
that were all creamy and yule log and we did it all by ourselves and it was 
grate.

New year was good too. For the second year running I entertained the Lovely 
Ian Hatcher and we went to see lord of the rings which was ace and harry 
potter which wasn't, and we went to the 13th Note Club too where chris geddes 
was DJing even though the music was a bit mokeish and met some other people 
from sinister (hi) and I managed not to wake up in my own sick which is what 
happened last time I went there and drank far too much happy juice.

Oh oh oh oh oh and we went to the CARNIVAL. Which excited me grately because 
I love carnivals. And I got a rainbow painted on my face and I got a purple 
sand person thing made which had a witches hat with purple on it and the guy 
who made it said it looked like me because i was wearing everything purple 
and i went on some scary rides and I wanted to go on more but the Lovely Ian 
Hatcher was too scared so I just settled for candy floss and toffee apple and 
slushie and the MOST AMAZING CHIPS IN THE WORLD : carnival chips, which taste 
better than anything on the planet (apart from ribena). And Ian won me 
skipping ropes on a stall thing.

But now he's gone home and I miss him a lot. So I cried and beed a bit 
hysterical and got snot everywhere and threw up because I'm prolly a bit 
mental. But not at all beautiful like in the song. I'm not obese any more 
though cause I used to be obese and now I'm not which is quite encouaging.

Someone ripped up a tree and left it outside our front door. It was quite 
scary. I opened the door and it was there, all sad and ripped up. But its 
roots were there so at least it can get a good home in the soil.

Hugs,
Jen




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