Sinister: I don't have a car to love, but I love my pussy cat.

[erin]

I left to visit home for the break leaving behind a rather 
sweet relationship.  Two weeks later I return and he 
has a ring from (or rather for) his ex-girlfriend.  
Needless to say, I was a little distraught and I don't 
know what to do with myself anymore.

The video in astronomy today made me cry; the slow 
earthrise over the barren moon in the total darkness 
was so beautiful and I felt so insignificant that I just 
cried.  And I didn't even manage to take notes.

The rest of the day was spent riding the Seattle city 
bus around, aimlessly, whilst spinning 'If You're 
Feeling Sinister' and staring out the window.  When I 
don't know what to do with myself, I sit on a bus.  
(That's awfully twee, isn't it?)  The bus, however, never 
accomplishes much; invariably it just brings me back 
to where I started and I still feel worthless and afraid 
to go back to astronomy; I'll just cry again because it's 
so beautiful and I feel so insignificant.

So, there's really no B&S content there (except to 
possibly mention the "I'm Waking Up to Us" EP has 
grown on me to the point where it's my favorite 
collection of three little songs) but I needed to get this 
out somewhere other than my journal.

Ta,
erin

PS -- Thanks to miss Rebecca for the wonderful lion 
story.  It was very well-timed.

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