Sinister: i'LL bReak tHeM d0Wn n0 meRcY sH0Wn

[velocity farewell]

HeaveN knoWs it's g0t t0 Be tHiS tiMe...
there we are, 31st januaRy... another month is over,
the first one of 2002 and nothing's changed really...
only that i've got another good 8 weeks... carving...
carving...
anotheR sunny day here and you sing
"youshouldallbemurdered"... for those of you who
cannot read the connotations, i'm sorry and i don't
mean to murder anyone...
2 weeks till the brighton meet-up, 3 weeks and a half
till dahling's birthday, a week and 2 days till i see
ruvi, 8 weeks till i'm in london, 3 months till i'm in
glasgow, 10 months till stay-C moves to Glasgow with
us...
RichaRd.J.GillandeRs said to me: "glasgow is getting
over-crowded; we should force some of locals to leave
the city"... I have my mini tartan skirt waiting
already... and spooky the dog is microchipped coz they
wouldn't let her in the Uk unless she was
microchipped... 
life passes by... and i thought... enough with being
scared... i've met so many people who were scared...
almost everyone i've met in my life was scared for one
reason or the other... i don't mind fear... what i
cannot forgive is cowardness... 
fear makes heRoes... cowardness makes amoebas, like
paul would say! and to be honest can you think of
something more a-sexual and anti-erotic than an
amoeba?
I cannot...
Ruvi said, 'you cannot blame people for they live on
references'... which is so true... so we're standing
here trying to live up to our references... being
lonely coz of that.... scarying people off coz of
that... but still...i wouldn't change that for the
world... and all these wannabe revolutionaries and
artists can just go and piss off! i'll fight their
hypocrisy and pharisaism tooth and nail! coz if i
don't then what is left there but a world of amoebas
living on references?
OK I should go now and stop ranting.. but not before i
send to all of you this poem by Vladimir Mayakovsky...
why? because he was a fighter his whole life, coz he
died saying "Lili, love me", coz it's sunny outside...
it's the Halcyon Days here... 

                Listen! (Poslushiyette!)
Listen,
     if stars are lit
     it means there is someone who needs it.
     It means that someone wants them to be,
     that someone deems those specks of spit
     magnificent.
And overwrought,
     in the swirls of afternoon dust,
     he bursts in on God,
     afraid he might be already late.
     In tears,
     he kisses God's sinewy hand
     and begs him to guarantee
     that there will definitely be a star.
He swears
     he won't be able to stand
     that starless ordeal.
Later,
     He wanders around, worried,
     but outwardly calm.
And to everyone else, he says:
     'Now,
     it's all right.
     You are no longer afraid,
     are you?'
Listen,
     if stars are lit,
     it means there is someone who needs it.
     It means it is essential
     that every evening
     at least one star should ascend
     over the crest of the building.
                                            (1914) 

that was all for now... take good care all of you...
and remember "if stars are lit, it means there is
someone who needs it"...
hugs,
  VeL xxx




"waR is the last possible creative act" Mick Travis
"IF"
"true creation shall rise through the ruins of the old
world" Isidor Isou, L.I.

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