Sinister: adjectives on the typewriter

[comicbookalice]

hellllllo world
i haven't written to sinister in a year. i think i've
gotten shorter in many ways... my hair has gotten shorter,
my confidence has gotten shorter, and when i stand next to
my friends, i need to look up. 

certainty was never an option and each questioning minute
flickered eyelids by. Open and it's dusk and you're
driving. Close and you find yourself sleeping on an
unfamiliar floor. you're not a writer, you're an eccentric
detailer. and your skill isn't people, it's characters
created from their faces in your mind. 
it's true what they say about the senses. blindness and you
squint your useless eyes to concentrate on the every sound.
deaf and each touch consists of millions of sensation
separate from one another. 
stillness produces a blur of finger lifting air to move
hair from eyelashes. 
and why does all this matter to you?
because you want the world, and everything in it.

...i wouldn't know how to explain this to you...
.even if, with every two fingers feeling pulse, i wanted
to.


with as much confidence as i can muster,
alice virginia



p.s. soleil, all over you. warm sun. 



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seasons rise and set(bitter switching sweet)
flashing brightly colored changes 
while out our searching eyes meet
switching looks and lives and ages

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 +-+       "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper           +-+
 +-+  "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+
 +-+    "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000     +-+
 +-+  "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000  +-+
 +-+  "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001   +-+
 +-+               Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa                 +-+
 +-+               Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut!                +-+
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