Sinister: Some comments to all the mails I've read

[Matilda Liljedahl]

Hello everyone

I feel like Mable wrote, I like storytelling in a different way than the 
other albums. But not less. It’s so relaxing and smooth and calmly 
happy. But Scooby Driver is only happy. I love that song but it’s way 
too short.

Salako, fuck this shit is the best title! It’s funny because 
it’s such a kind and sweet song. But I also get the feeling that the 
song is about giving up. The song is like the feeling of  “fuck this 
shit, life sucks and I don’t want to care I just want to be happy and 
a little sad at the same time.”

Lindsey, how nice that I made you find a poem that made me a little wiser. 
You’re all so wise and I’ think I’ve learned something 
after reading everybody’s opinions about love. Thank you!

Yohanca, I thought of what you wrote about love and media. I also think love 
is real and exists, but media is selling another kind of love. All songs are 
about love, all movies, all books and everything else. But it’s 
another kind of love, a more simple and easier kind. This makes me confused. 
Media is building up a too romantic too boring and too impossible picture of 
love with I cannot live up to and I think it’s hard to find real love 
when I’m so impregnated with false expectations. But I’ve 
realized this quite recently and now I’m on my way to find my own way 
of loving.
    Oh, right after I wrote this I read James post and I think your right 
(as you can see from the previous sentences) It was a beautiful and 
realistic definition of love.
    I also thought of what Yohanca write about not being smart/beauty 
enough. Don’t you know everybody’s smart enough and 
everybody’s beauty enough. That’s not the problem. The problem 
is self-confidence. I don’t have it, if someone does please tell me 
about it.

Bus stopper (what’s your real name?) what do you mean you doubt your 
existence because of things people say? It sounds like me. I’m too 
open for impressions and when I talk with people I can suddenly get the 
feeling of that I’ve misunderstood life and that I’m doing 
everything wrong. It’s like vertigo. Sometimes I don’t know what 
I think is right so I listen too much on others opinions and since everybody 
have different opinions I get really confused.

Goodbye everyone




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