Sinister: the sunrise is something to see

[bus stoppers]

good afternoon sinister!

though i might at times seem like a psychopath (sp?), i think
that i have been doing a relatively good job of making sure
things are going better.  ruts are bad.  moving on is good. 
getting through the day is even better.

maybe productivity and exercising my brain have something to do
with this whole new chapter, but i think that this school thing
might work out okay.  i was very reluctant and stubborn at
first, but accomplishing something beyond the mundane tasks of
'the coffee job' seems to be working as a sort of pick me up. 
distraction, maybe?

plus, now that my day starts so damn early, i get to see the
world pre-sun, sunny, and post-sun.  and that most definately is
refreshing and different in itself.  you know that whole early
morning fog-overcast thing?  i think i like it.

and on to other happy news, i think that i get to meet my second
sinister friend this weekend.  my sinister valentine will be in
california and he is going to take me out for sushi.  should be
fun as it is my first "high-school date" which is what he
promised me! :)

and i must confess something else.  i have become obsessed with
neon genesis evangelion.  who'd have thunk.  anime.  what am i
going to do with yet another obsession?  it's almost sad.  but
what else is there in life if you don't get to get excited about
stuff that makes you happy or makes you cry or makes you sing
along, right?

middle age is also rearing it's ugly head.  well, still somewhat
down the road, but 22 is less than a month away, which means 30
and 40 are less than 20 years away.  when compared to infinity
or eternity, it's pretty fucking close, right?  okay.  so i'm
being over-dramatic.  but birthdays are a happy thing.  it's a
special day to celebrate the eventful moment you entered this
crazy world from out of your very own mommy!!

well that's enough out of the town-looney.

hugs and half smiles and yawns,
sara




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all the people'd stare as if we were both quite insane

someday my name and his are going to be the same

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