Sinister: Wake up Monday morning, know you've gotta go to school

[Ann Foreyt]

Sinister~

I laid in bed last night and realized I was happy.  Not 'just got a new 
car/new puppy' happy, but really, heart-feltedly happy.  How did this 
happen?  I have spent the last 7 years of my life in a depressed-angry funk 
and all of a sudden, it's gone!  I woke up and realized that graduation was 
over, the tasseled hat on the dresser, the speech spoken and forgotten 
about, that I would never again have to see those kids who made my life a 
living hell.  Who made the medicine cabinet a lucky charm, to be gazed at in 
time of need.  It's probably temporary, I probably shouldn't be so amazed by 
it.  It'll pass.

To the girl (Histrianic??) who wrote about being 16:  sorry, hon, if you 
don't let your attitude take control now, 17 and 18 are going to be just as 
bad.  Sorry.  I went through most of high school the same way... then I 
realized that if you flipped people off and started wearing cool (or in my 
personal favorite slang, kewl - what's the point?  same number of letters, 
harder to type) hats, they left you alone.  That's I think when I first 
started feeling happier with myself.  And I listened to B&S tell me that 
"you're a star" a few more times.

This is not an Idleberry post, and for that I am sorry as they always make 
me smile.

kisses for the boys, hugs for the girls~

Ann

PS: has anyone read Stuart David's venture into novel-writing "Nalda Said"?  
Is it any good?



I don't understand the thrill of running,
Catching,
Throwing,
Taking orders from a moron.


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