Sinister: sinister: <no flashy words>

[shanny jean]

it's a quarter to three in the afternoon.  i'm in my pajamas, staring at the 
computer screen, wishing it was a person.  which it isn't.  and if it was, 
i'd probably be irritated.

to everyone talking about nothing to do:  i live in a sub rural not-quite 
suburban town in illinois.  i live with my parents for the summer.  i have a 
15 year old sister who hates me with an increased passion each day.  i have 
no pets.  i have few friends in town, which i see seldom.  i work at a 
restaurant with angry women who treat me like their own personal b*tch, 
filling their drinks when i have my own work to do.  the only bands that 
play in town are middle-aged cover bands of music i never cared for.  the 
word culture refers only to the stuff that makes yoghurt grow, and the only 
thing i do for fun is walk.  and you can only walk for so many hours a day 
before you go crazy.  there is very honestly nothing to do.  everything 
closes at 10pm.  except the bars.  and i'm 20.

my boyfriend lives an hour and a half away in a town of 150.  they own 3/4 
of the computers in their town.  there is less to do where he lives.

i am very very sad  and very angry   with summer.
i hate it.  i am bored.  i am lonely.
and mom says i need to clean my room.

oh life,
shannon jean

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