Sinister: i'd rather be fat than be confused

[Bron]

beautiful ones,

lately my pancake-making has gone downhill...by 
some bizarre method i've been able to make them 
both rubbery and crispy at the same time.  
what's a girl to do?

it snowed yesterday, but a few days before that 
it rained.  it rained so tenderly that the moss 
on the few tree trunks scattered about this 
campus turned all shades of lime and turquois.  
is it a sin to lust after nature?  if it is i'm 
going straight to hell.

i just burped on accident and cracked myself up.

marikka mentioned TIJAMRS.  does listening to 
that song make anyone else want to sprint across 
an open field into the arms of a lover?

after my spring break i brought back my old 
trumpet and some books on zen.  we'll see if 
they collect dust again.

last night i went to my first american bar 
(having just recently turned 21) and i can't say 
i was too impressed.  china bars' atmospheres 
are way more chill in my opinion.  i felt like 
being a female and being thin made me like one 
of those "dummies in the window" for sloppy men 
who reeked of old cigarettes to stare at.

speaking of being confused.  yes.  and no.  i 
don't know.  perhaps if i gained some weight i'd 
be less confused about my life and it's 
direction and why i'm even in college and why i 
even care about anything.  and truly i don't 
think my family tree goes back to the romans.

oh crazy shit here:  i mentioned TIJAMRS.  my 
best friend from high school was named emma.  my 
best friend in college is named laura.  you do 
the math.




much love and peace and stars
---your mountain mama sweetheart  X




***Sometimes you get shown the light in 
the strangest of places if you look at 
it right***  ---Jerry.
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