Sinister: i have to post right now or i'll bust

[Bron]

my hair isn't long enough to pull back in a 
ponytail yet, so my red bandana will do.  it's 
warmer today but it's just chilly enough for me 
to wrap my body up in knit everything knit knot 
knit    the room was getting too stuffy for me 
to bleed outside my body so i unfolded my ground-
level lawn chair out on the balcony and sat 
there watching cars and vans and trucks loudly 
stop and go at the intersection i live at.  the 
swirl of aiplanes in the air kept the sky gray 
and forgetful.  yearning for alcohol, i'll just 
suffice with coffee chalked full of caffiene 
feed me yes! yes! get the high!! yes!  oh god 
the buzz fuckin a get me a fuckin life worth 
breathin about...  i let tori amos's "boys for 
pele" drag through my eardrums.  i couldn't 
stand it anymore, i'm sittin here in knitted 
knots and a dress and some skin tight tourquoise 
pants just waiting for someone to sprinkle fairy 
dust on me to take me to Never Never Land cuz 
i'm sure as i could ever be i've got happy 
thoughts to get me there, happy thoughts to 
steal the last train to clocksville by god.  
what?  what am i talking about?  i wish you'd 
tell me, or diagnose me, or actually please 
don't do that, i don't have the moula to get you 
paid for all that extensive research and yellow 
days spent sitting in a library soaking up the 
florescent rays from the light reflecting off 
the book that said it'd take you somewhere 
pretty.  i wish i could sit down with allen 
ginsberg and kiss his hand.  i'd feed him some 
crispy rubber pancakes and let him write for me, 
i'd help support whatever habit he would sport, 
and then i'd run away and leave him in my 
apartment cuz i think i could be a bitch like 
that right now.  the sweetest bitch in the world.


today has to end sometime.  does midnight sound 
good?

---your mountain mama sweetheart  X




***Sometimes you get shown the light in 
the strangest of places if you look at 
it right***  ---Jerry.
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