Sinister: the bubbling of summer through her feet and up out the top of her head

[Bron]

a young girl in her early twenties
gray ever-reaching skies brooding for a storm
groped for itself above her
the purple flowers of bushes swayed
her head swayed
in the scent it forgave to her
so she would not forget

ah

a head filled with zombie
next to gather all it could about nietzsche
cooled off by a steaming cup of cocoa
or was it coffee?
the professor said she looked sad
the girl suddenly
snapped out of her thought
if there was a thought?
quite the opposite
she exclaimed

ah

a song streamed through her headphones
a song of missing the one she loved
China:  her open dorm room window
a lit Peony cigarette from Shanghai
wondering
will the thick stone shell ever crack
to feel that way about anyone ever again?

ah

long-anticipated rain distracted the girl
it bounced off the road
it bounced into her head
those purple flowers
spring finally spoke a calm word
for the first time since the trip south
visions of running in forests
with a brown-eyed boy of dreams
the girl thought
maybe sunday, yes, sunday
they promised a thunderstorm
we've conversed of thunderstorms
we've conversed
we've
we

ah









---your mountain mama sweetheart




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