Sinister: I'm feeling so blue, cos I'm head over heels in love with you

[Joanne Hill]

I've not had any Sinister posts all day so I thought I'd write one myself. 
This evening I went with my two new friends from Sussex uni to the Silver 
Dollar, its a really nice little bar near uni. It looks a complete dive from 
the outside and we never thought we'd go there cos it looks so dodge and is 
next door to a hotel that looks like it hires out rooms by the hour...but a 
month ago, we were told to go on a Wednesday because its bluegrass night and 
is very good, so we went along and have been there every week since, me and 
Carrie, she is nice, we get along well in one of those 
recently-met-but-I-think-we-might-end-up-really-good-mates kind of ways. I'm 
glad because it means we never run out of things to say, which is often a 
problem with people you don't know and don't really want to know either.

We've started to recognise and sing along to a few of the songs on bluegrass 
night. Tom thinks that is really sad and laughed at us. Tonight he came 
along too, because we decided he needed a night out. I had thought it would 
be a good idea, but he put a dampner on things, because he started to laugh 
at me for liking pork, sun dried tomato, basil and parmesan sausages from 
Sainburys, and I got in a mood, he's always criticising something. And he 
just sat there, not talking, and my plan to get him to snap out of whatever 
is his problem didn't work. Tom is difficult sometimes, a lot of the time, 
and it can affect others. He enjoys his depressiveness. I also think he is 
being stupid at the moment because he wants to go home to England at Xmas 
and not come back, and I think thats a big mistake, just giving up this 
chance of living somewhere new for a year. Theres only five months left 
anyway, and Toronto is cooler than anywere I've been to in Britain. So I sat 
in silence ignoring Tom and watched the guitarist who looked like his heart 
wasn't in it tonight. He only sang one song and he sounded as 
bored/tired/unhappy as he looked. But the crowd didn't mind. They had a new 
girl bassist to look at, and some weird bloke dancing, he looked like he was 
on speed cos he kept rubbing and scratching his head as he was bopping 
along.

Joanne

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