Sinister: just another fading image on the horizon...

[Kevin Holzer]

Remember when I write this shit, it tends to be just a spew of my ideas 
at the moment, with no attention to anything real, I just kind of ramble 
and use it as an exercise in writing...I overemphasize some things and 
under emphasize others, its just a way of writing I've grown to like...

Ink polaroids?  Ill check it out once I get home, I've got school to get 
to and teachers to annoy.

-Kevin

Paulo Stinsoni wrote:

> Now I don't want to get on your bad side, but why is this girl a 
> phoney when you haven't spoken to her?  How do you know?  What makes a 
> fan and what makes a phoney?
>
> You know, I like sending mails to Sinister just to get a reaction.  
> Good or bad.  The twee argument always gets people wound up.
>
> AND, have you tried the ink polaroids?  Check it out in the archives...
>
> So anyway, mellow out and let people do what they want.  If it doesn't 
> harm anyone, then leave 'em to it.
>
> Paulo
>
> PS - I hate all that pop idol stuff and manufactured bands, but I 
> don't mind a few Monkees songs.
>
>> From: Kevin Holzer <uberelite at xxx.net>
>> Reply-To: Kevin Holzer <uberelite at adelphia.net>
>> To: sinister at missprint.org
>> Subject: Sinister: just another fading image on the horizon...
>> Date: Tue, 16 Dec 2003 23:51:49 -0800
>>
>> As I was sitting in the local cafe with all of the hipsters I know, I 
>> got to thinking about life.  I'm not going to bore you all with what 
>> I thought, but I tell you, I just don't know.  A girl I once liked 
>> that was into Belle and Sebastian came into the coffeshop and got 
>> some coffee, sat inside and sipped away, chattering with her 
>> pretentious friends.  What a bunch of phonies.  They are all into 
>> music if it is underground, regardless of whether they like it or 
>> not, and the same is true about popular or even semi-popular (modern) 
>> music, except that instead of liking it, they automatically dislike 
>> it..  She walks around with her scarf on and her hair dyed, wearing 
>> her hipster clothes and trying so hard to be cool...but I see through 
>> her disguise.  I never even really met her, she was just in one of my 
>> classes, but no matter.  I dont want to know her.  So I sip my 
>> coffee, and play my guitar.  I'll draw a picture or read a book.  
>> Chat about philosophy or literature.  Whenever I feel lonely, I'll 
>> take a walk and in a minute or two I'll be out on the shore, watching 
>> the waves roll in, so violent and yet so peaceful.  I'll smell the 
>> salt in the air and feel the cool autumn breeze.  I'll hum a familiar 
>> tune and look up at the cloud filled sky; I wonder to myself if it's 
>> worth it.  Then I think to myself again about the past few minutes, 
>> the time spent growing, and everything and I realize it is all worth 
>> it.  So I walk back to the cafe and sip some more coffee, light up a 
>> cigarette, and get into a conversation with someone about a book I 
>> had read a long time ago.
>>
>>
>>
>>           lots of love as always,
>>               -Kevin
>>
>>
>> P.S.  I hope all of you dont mind me using this place as a spot to 
>> send these little messages, they make me feel as if I have a chance 
>> to share something very personal with all of you.  I could talk about 
>> music, but everyone does that. 
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 +-+  "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+
 +-+    "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000     +-+
 +-+  "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000  +-+
 +-+  "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001   +-+
 +-+               Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa                 +-+
 +-+               Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut!                +-+
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