Sinister: here are some flowers.

[Richard Gillanders]

I'm missing the touch I had more than once.  but it is
not lost.

I've lost the touch I once had.  but is this fortune
or mis-?  take.

for example.  everything.

apologies would be lost on you.  but you're not
missing them.




YOU CAN NEVER EVER DIE

I fell for you.  and what a way.  away from here.  I'm
living.  in my mind.  I have nothing to worry about. 
take.  for example.  everything.

I was there.

I was not the only one.

not for a change.

of direction: upwards and onwards.

I am more a part of things than ever.  but apart from
things.  apart from most things.  I am living. 
forever.  for now.  is forever.  now?  now and
forever.  more.  shall be seen.  or else.

everything is a trial.  now is a trial.  everything is
forever.  until.  no more.  lonely nights.  never be
another.

day or night.  I'm always there.

there is away.  there is a way.  to there.  I will go.


and return.

return.
return.
return.
return.
return.
enter?

SHIFT.

titles need not have meaning.  meaning that.  titles
are only titles.  and not everything.  titles are not
forever.  titles are not a trial.

subject?  yourself to[o].

whatever.

you like.

or.  need.  to.  have.  or.  want.  to.  have.  to. 
have.  to.  have.  to.  have.  to.  have.  and to. 
hold.

the front page.

should have titles on?


it shouldn't not be forever.  trying.  to be.

or not.

to be.  that is.

the question: weather, etc.


I like rain with sun.

I like rain without sun.  and maybe me.

reign with son.  forget.


me.  not.  to go on:




YOU CAN'T EVER NEVER DIE

better out than in.  better out than in?

better in than out.  whether in or out.

weather out.  always.  almost.

out.

for the count: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5.

5.

whatever it was.  that was.  counted.

when I awoke.

birds.



you can't ever never die.

to say you could would be a lie.


if it ought to be or not to be.

life cannot be bought.


if not to me, it ought to be.

love can be brought.


wait and see.


weight and sea.


problems.  for everything.  for forever.

I'd like to see the sea weighed.  in a way.  with
scales.  under.  and in.  and everything.  forever.

and not just by calculation.  for calculation is worth
zero.


I think I've found a problem with my equations:

everything is not forever.  not always.  not forever. 

not always.

anyway.

any way.

you can.

do.

can do.  this guy says the horse can do.

his name is paul revere.  and here's a guy who says if
the weather's clear.

I am paul revere.

I like mud.  I am no bum steer.



valentine's epitaph.

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