Sinister: Promise that you’ll rise this day next year

[s.santabarbara at xxx.uk]

Hotel rooms are aseptic. Anonymous wallpapers, view on the back of car park, the
television speaking language I can not understand, and there is a documentary on
how to resurface the highway with perfectly blended asphalt, as far as I can
understand. Promise that you’ll rise this day next year.

That’s what I told myself this day, last year. And here I am. Promise
accomplished for once. It the queue at the acceptance there were not many
people at 7 am in the morning. Sworn in stitches, I walked to the worst of it. 
But I should have definitely cut the power, because the silence breaths even
deeper right now, and under water I should have slept with honour. I’ll sleep
with honour, one day, sometimes.  Shall I make this promise again when being a
stranger to the one I love? When not even a tin sliced pineapple does help, is
it a wound too hard to heal?   Cat street fights and the devil’s inside. And
sure it is the price I have to pay for being an absolute idiot. And for all the
stupid thing I said.

So, it was ’98 and ’99 and is two thousand something: wake up!

And it is snowing outside. And I should take a train a 6:04. I’d better go to
sleep. Under the water and under the sea.

Love
stefano




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