Sinister: You left me aching for something more
peter arnold
qvantity at xxx.com
Wed Jan 17 17:16:07 GMT 2007
Dear Gayle,
While you are counting down your last days and Sundays of work I find I am
unexpectedly doing the same thing and it really freaks me out too. I
suddenly decided to go back to san jose state university for one semester
starting on Jan 24th, after working for 26 and a half years and a family of
5 to support. it gives me bad dreams every night and I'm counting the days
like you are in your messages. I wonder if you have the same anxieties? I am
afraid I can't do all the college work (extra load, seven classes) but I am
more afraid of what i will be like on May 24th when it's all over - will i
still want to go back to my old job? will i be able to even? will i be
someone else, and will my family like that other person? only time will
tell, and it's not telling yet. I feel like I am a plane at 36,000 feet,
just about to turn off the engines and fall slowly out of the sky like a
metal frosted swan of doom. When I try to fire them up again in 4 months,
with the ground rushing smashing up to meet me, will the engines restart?
But who should care when the world is all messed up like a giant bottom. I
hope all who go to college have a great time and acquire super abilities and
fix everything or become Dr. Paul Farmer of Haiti, who apparently nearly
married the daughter of Roald Dahl. So good luck! Or buena suerte as they
say in Mozambique*.
Rearguards,
Old Father Thyme
*in Spanish class. They do have Spanish classes in Mozambique.
>From: "Gayle E. Anderson" <popsingersfear at xxx.com>
>Reply-To: "Gayle E. Anderson" <popsingersfear at hotmail.com>
>To: sinister at missprint.org
>Subject: Sinister: You left me aching for something more
>Date: Sat, 06 Jan 2007 00:45:11 +0000
>
>Sinister.
>
>What a week! Sinister International Bowling. Getting attacked by a
>gate(fall down the stairs one week, attacked by a gate the next!). Glasgow.
>Losing my purse on train home from Glasgow next day. Then getting home and
>my goddamn car breaking. The handbrake went and now the brakes have went!
>Its going to the garage tomorrow but I'll need to borrow money to pay for
>it because I LOST MY PURSE. Le Sigh.
>AND I ordered a heap of body jewellery from an American company on the net
>that I have used before (much cheapness). Anyhoo I ordered the wrong number
>of spikes (3, I need 6) and all 6 bars I ordered are the wrong length and I
>can't return them because it very specifically says....'You can not return
>things if its your own stupid fault you ordered the wrong size' Bah!
>
>Happiness is a double chocolate chip muffin heated til the chips melt.
>You'll close your eyes when you eat it.
>
>For the first time in some years I got out my old bag with the hundreds of
>badges and within 2 hours I had lost two! One was an old favourite...it
>simply said 'A R S E'.
>It fell right from the spot my 3..6..9 badge once fell.
>
>In the event of there ever being another Sinister Bowling I have decided to
>get some practice in to save coming to spectacularly last again. So I went
>bowling last night! We played three games, because if you played three
>games you got a free drink. Hurrah! Free beer!
>And I won!! Out of three games I won two, I'm terribly pleased even though
>it may just mean I am only less crap than my friend. This seems likely to
>be the case.
>Then we played pool, and I won at that too! And I got a bit drunk! All in
>all a very succesful night.
>Apart from not finding ourselves dashing young men to steal us away. Alas,
>our future was not to be found in Stirling that night.
>
>I have now only 3 weeks and one day left of work(EEK).
>Although it has been suggested I may meet my Knight in Shining Armour at
>college. But I doubt that any boy in Falkirk (have you BEEN?!) will get
>past my 243 point checklist.
>Sunday is my last working Sunday. I have been given the next 2 off. Which
>has never happened in the history of ever. Suspicious. Although it may have
>something to do with them expecting me to be signed off on sick leave after
>Christmas on account of me having been somewhat down (in not so many but
>slightly scarier words) before my trip to London, I've just been informed..
>
>Today I saw a motorbike and in place of a normal motorbike saddle was a
>horse saddle.
>
>I have just returned from the cinema with my younger sister to see A Night
>At The Museum, I laughed so hard. What a terrific film! Although I thoguht
>it'd be awfully funny funny to tell my sister she smelled of wee. But as it
>happens apparently the toilets were really rather odorous(and odoriferous I
>am sure) and rather than being amused or amusingly offended, she was really
>rather concerned that she in fact did smell of wee. Which of course, would
>not have been funny at all.
>
>A recent survey says: Six out of Ten women regularly make calls with no
>clothes on.
>New survey asks: How many Sinisters regularly post naked?
>Are you naked right now?
>
>
>:)
>
>Gx
>
>
>
>- - -
>Did you ever doubt it for a while
>Did you ever watch your time with a cynical smile
>Do this, take this, fake it all
>And the world becomes again, irresistable
>
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+-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+
+-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+
+-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+
+-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+
+-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+
+-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+
+-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+
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