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<DIV><FONT color=#000000 size=2>i've been getting generally good reaction to the
ahren kiss, except for one extremely moral soul who threatened me with an
ass-whupping and pointed out that ahren has a girlfriend. true, true, but i will
explain: he broke up with her about a month ago because she's too clingy and
never goes out and is an all-around wet blanket. well, she kept calling him and
sobbing and showing up at his house begging him to take her back, that if he
took her back that she would be different, blahblah. ahren just wanted to stop
her from being so darn obsessive, and he did still want to sleep with her (ah,
here's the catch), so he's now going out with her again and actually sees less
of her than when they weren't together, which suits him just fine. and it's
common knowledge that he's just with her for sex and nothing else. i would like
to point out that ahren is going to university in san diego next year and is
leaving in june, so this coupled with several other factors (his spinelessness,
for one) would make it difficult to have a real relationship. which i don't want
anyways. yeesh, i just feel that i need to kiss him. that's it, and believe me,
i wouldn't have done it if he had a girlfriend in every sense of the word, but
he doesn't...he just has a girltoy, which yes, is a little like what i'm doing,
but at least i'm not begging to be called a girlfriend. so hopefully this will
allay the fears of those of you who have decided that i'm some sort of
homewrecker. and thanks to those of you who are standing on the sidelines with
pompoms and little skirts. </FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT color=#000000 size=2>i can't believe that it's november 24 and we
still haven't had any snow in toronto. very cold rain, yes, and also chilly
days, but no snow. this is so bizarre. i am eating skittles and listening to my
christmas cocktails cd to try and get me in the festive mood. </FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT color=#000000 size=2>speaking of a festive mood, would other
torontonians like to have a sinister christmas meet? perhaps some sort of secret
santa thing could be arranged. damn, it's cold in here. i've got to turn up the
heat.</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT color=#000000 size=2>love,</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT color=#000000 size=2>jessicaxo </FONT></DIV></BODY></HTML>