hello. 

i am nervous. 

very nervous. as i've been on this list for a very long long time under various email addresses, but never felt brave enough to post. i just sit in the shadows and read the posts and think 'hmm, if only i could be so interesting'. but i've finally been inspired to post. i don't know what did it... my school is on break now- spring break- and i chose to stay here in my new apartment as opposed to going home. so i've been all alone and scared by the creepy noises i hear and i've been doing nothing but listening to belle and sebastian and drinking many many cups of coffee everyday from my belle and sebastian mug (the one with the twins... the fold her hands one i use for hot chocolate). i thought that if i surrounded myself with belle and sebastian i wouldn't be as scared.

and it's been working. so i thought that finally posting to sinister would completely eliminate all the creepiness i feel in this apartment. hopefully it will work.

intro to me: i'm julia, 18, at school for film in rochester, ny. i'm originally from new jersey, near new york city. last night i dreamt i met britney spears in nyc. her skin was amazingly soft and sweet smelling. like lightly perfumed silk. its the first positive dream i have had about her. (im sorry, i realize this isnt a britney spears list, but i have this strange strange obsession with that beautiful pop icon). so anyway, i think that dream was a sign i should have went home over break as opposed to staying here and scaring myself in this apartment. but i suppose it's too late for that now. it's alright though; i have a brand new coffee maker to keep me company.

this may sound odd, but about two years ago there was something i wanted to comment about on this list, and didn't, but i still remember it. was it two years ago? oh well, something along those lines. someone had been talking about english teachers and majors liking belle and sebastian. it was some theory about english majors and b & s. 

i wanted to confirm it and say i had an english teacher at the time who pulled me over one day after class and said 'julia, you like british things, right'. i nodded. he said 'have you heard of this band.. umm... belle and sebastian?'. i grinned and nodded overly enthusiastic. he said, 'oh cos a friend of mine is into them, and i want to impress her. do you have anything of theirs i can borrow?' so i lent him IYFS and 369 and another ep, i don't remember which one. the day after i leant them to him, he came into class and raved about the band in front of everyone. he just talked about belle and sebastian all period. it was lovely.

now that i think of it, i may have actually posted about that..  i should search through the archives. hmm oh well.

--- "Laura Llew" <lleweth@hotmail.com>

>I asked her to be donned in a blazer with gold fringes, a hat, and have a 
>monkey on her shoulder. Ok, so I would have settled for the monkey to be the 
>one in the suit. Alas, it did not matter. There was no suit! There was no 
>monkey! There was no Scenic New Jersey! Perhaps the "natural beauty" which 
>she kept referrring to was simply herself. 

there's natural beauty in new jersey! i lived there for 15 years, i've seen the beauty!! it's very scenic at parts. it's just yucky around nyc and philly. oh well that doesn't matter.

hmm.. what else? oh yes. i had not been to the sinister web site in a long long time. and when i discovered all these picture places that now exist, that also inspired me to post. i have these pictures of my breasts (i'm wearing a bra in them) that i'm fond of. i used one on make out club and it got me many odd responses. sorry. the only reason i talked about that was because apparently the body parts page is for pictures of body parts that have been mentioned. so i thought i would mention my breasts so that they now qualify for the page. 

ok i babble and really have nothing significant to say. that was my attempt at a first (i believe first) post. i will go back now to the reality of the creepy apartment that lies behind my back. *shutter*. thanks to anyone who has actually read this far.

xoxo
julia




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aim: "julia i suppose"
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